Thursday, February 4, 2010

Unilluminated

Don't you hate it when you think you have something all figured out and settled, and then turns out you're not even close?
I don't even know what to do with myself regarding this issue anymore.
I've tried to let it go so many times. I've even been pretty good with fooling myself into thinking I'd moved on.
And then sometime I realize things aren't going away, so then I start thinking...well maybe its there for a reason...you know...maybe something will come of it all at some point....
Not the most emotionally healthy thing to start thinking.
So not sure what to do with myself after all this time of nothing working.

Ha, could I even have been more vague for you? Probably not.

(Don't worry, it really is nothing at all. Not some bad or illegal anything at all.)

Just me and my emotional mess.

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